Missing You

I can’t believe it has been three months since we were in the hospital waiting to see you for the first time, Eliana, and to tell you good bye. I miss you so much tonight, baby girl, but I know you are having so much fun in heaven. I’m sure Grandpa is giving you lots of love and hugs for me. I can't even imagine the beauty you are surrounded with, and how amazing it is to be in God's presence. I still find it hard to comprehend that you are already there.

If you were still here, your birthday would be coming up any day now! I wish so much that I was still getting ready to welcome you into this world instead of thinking of you in the next. My heart aches to hold you in my arms, even if only for an hour. Our hearts were once beating together, and I know they are connected forever. I love you more than words can say.
Love,
Mommy